Blood-Red-Crystal

And then we reach the end and don't really know which way it is that we are going. In the end, Life is an enigma. An ever winding road full of dead ends and turn around. But over all, I'm loving the road that I am walking. It isn't always perfect, and there are always a few hills that you just don't wish to climb. But in the end climb you do, and you end up becoming a better more highly developed individual for it. You become an individual, full of character and hope; because in the end hope is one of the few things left that can help propel you forward when you hit your darkest of hours. 
I've lost so much, but I have also gained so much. 
In May, I wed my boyfriend of 5 1/2 years.
We have a whole future ahead of us and I can't wait to see what this road has in store for us now.
College is also finally wrapping up for me,
should be graduating with my Bachelors in English/Art but won't know untill tuesday. 
Wish me luck. <3

Many apologies for the long absences from DA. Like the last time I diapered much has happened (god I think that it's almost been a year since I was last on here); My Aunt Lea recently passed and I now have guardianship of my two siblings and have left my quiet little apartment in Hoquiam for a House in Montesano, I have also become engaged to Josh Poor (my boyfriend for the past year and a quarter, and friend for 2 years). All in all it isn't to bad, the hardest thing has been dealing with my aunts passing, She was only in her 50's!! the doctors think that it might have just been her heart but all other evidence points to a screw up on the doctors part. She was suffering from hallucinations and shit a month before her passing, this occurred just after she was prescribed a new pain killer. Almost 2 months latter and we are still waiting for the damn toxicology report to come in so that we can get the death certificate and start to finalize things. To say the least, it's been kinda crazy adjusting to all of this, go to college and find any amount of free time. Oh well, that's just how life goes.

~Crystal Muns

I really do have quite the bad habbit of disapearing, I really do appologize. any how update.......Frank Is history!!! so yeahhhhhh!!!!!no marrige, wasn't ready for that anyhow. we pretty much called the relationship a falure back in may ( a little after my last post), but the asshole didn't leave until june. gaaaahhahah! that waas hell! man I'm just glad I never married that whiney brat. He was so childish, and such a pig-headed asshole. He tried to controle me and hell he would attempt to punish me for anything he thought was not right (or in other words when ever he wouldn't get his way). hell I was never going to listen to that ass, one could never take him seriously all he ever did was bitch and complaine. hell if I had married the ass there would have been a nasty divorce. gahh! but thats all ancient history, will put it short though, I hate his guts!. okay anyhow, well now I am dateing a much nicer man, His name is Josh and we have been going out for a little over a month now, and I honestly think that this relationship has potential to last a long time. I mean josh and me had been friends well befor the brake-up of me and frank, and well him and I get along just swimmingly. He is so helpful and kind, hell he was always helpful even when him and I wheren't together he was a grate friend. but any how maybe I should stop rambling, theres alot of art to look at .

~Crystal

So Hope that everyone has been doing well, sorry that I keep dissapeering for lengths of time. I have a hard time with balancing College, work, and my spare time if I ever have any. So life at this point has been full of revilations, talk's of marrige, talks of postponing marrige, and a lot of drama one need's not to go into. So if you can't tell life has been, to say the least, Very interesting. who knows weather I will be getting married or not befor the years out, it is quite the puzzle. any who got to get going to english, TTFN.

We'll gee hasn't it been awhile. things have goten better, and then fallen down into the same pattern they had devised eons ago. I have had a decent relationship going on afew months now, but somethings always missing. Esp. when he neglects me and takes me forgranted, It's not right and it took a big fight three or so days ago to make him relize I shoulden't be taken forgranted, cus I could and would leave in a heart beat if things don't feel right. He's on his last leg now and he knows it all to well. but enoughe of that. I'm enrolled in college this is my second quorter and all is not so well but it's getting there. my school work took a nose dive awhile ago and still hasn't recovered quite yet. I have a good job now though no more dirty dishes for me, I'm curently working with computers in the media lab up at GHC. It is a slow paced job but it's all good, I acctualy enjoy it. so that seems to be that and any who take care, got to go back to work once this file is done saving TTFN.